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˚.⋆꒰১ whishlist ໒꒱⋆.˚

Haiii,

it's been a long time, I kinda got caught in the school rythm and I didn't really had any energy to write. But anyway, today's post is just my wishlist since my birthday and chrismas are coming up !

jewerly :

calypso studio

Fallen angel bangel

Lotus watch

Hair : 

Voluminaser brush

Amika Hair mousse

Olaplex n6

Salt hair Spray 

Obh Style Brush

Clothes :

rosé princess robe

knitted top

Haut en dentelle 

underwear1

underwear2

femmenina mists :

Cinnamon rolls

Vanilla musk

May you always find magic in the quiet spaces. Until our souls meet again. 

Ellie

˚.⋆꒰১ Astrology ໒꒱⋆.˚

 Haiii!

It's my second post of the day, what is happening to me?! 

I wanted to talk a bit about my beliefs and my astrology signs.

So, I am a Sagittarius Sun, my Moon is in Leo, and my Rising sign is Aries. Yeah, all of the fire signs!  My mother is really spiritual in some ways, and astrology means a lot to her. She said she wasn't really surprised to see that I have a "triple fire" chart, since I'm a really stubborn and impulsive.

 I also have to add that my Venus is in Libra hihihihihi (iykyk).

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I'll give you the report of my birth chart below (from cafe astrology website)

Sagg sun

 She is good, idealistic, enthusiastic, and warm-hearted. She is independent, having a taste for travel and freedom. She is curious and fair-minded. Possible issues: She is too adventurous and may leave things to chance; may take risks which cause problems; she is rebellious and sometimes tactless when offering opinions. 

Key points: She has grit and staying power and talent with handling others' resources. She can be intense, secretive, or obsessive, with a strong belief in the powers of transformation, growth, and improvement. A natural psychologist.

 Leo moon 

She is brave, knowing how to take risks and possessing the courage of her convictions, honest, imposing, and sharp. She has a great sense of, and respect for, justice. 

Expressive. Seeking adoration. Organizational sense. Selectivity with friends but is not overly influenced by them. Taste for splendor. A social leader. Potential issues: changing and numerous affections. Emotionally demanding and proud. Brooding when attention is not forthcoming. 

Libra venus 

She is balanced and harmony-focused; she believes in equality and fair play. She is extremely charming and kind. May give off the sense that her love is on the surface, but often avoids making a scene or a splash. Loving, but can be too focused on evening everything out or on avoiding conflict. Enjoys beautiful things, lovely pleasures, and balanced, peaceful relationships. 

Aries rising

Candid, direct, and straightforward. Impatient. She avoids beating around the bush. Independent, pioneering, self-reliant, and preferring to take the lead, be the first, or do it alone.

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I have to admit that my knowledge in this domain is not as rich as I want it to be TuT. But since astrology is deeply linked to Greek and Roman mythology, I'm all in wherever Greek mythology is, I am! 

I really wanted to start tarot reading, but I don't have any money left to buy cards lmao (the struggles of being a broke teenager). Anyway, take care!

May you always find magic in the quiet spaces. Until our souls meet again. 

Ellie

˚.⋆꒰১ Papa scooperia ໒꒱⋆.˚

Haiii,

 here you can play papa's scooperia (aka my favorite browser game)

Patientez pendant l'apparition de la barre de chargement du jeu.

˚.⋆꒰১ Autumn ໒꒱⋆.˚

Haii,

We're almost in autumn, yayy! I'm honestly a winter girly, but fall is very dear to my heart. You always know when fall is starting: the leaves start to fall and the weather gets colder. But autumn also means the comeback of the pumpkin spice latte and HALLOWEEN! I have to admit that I'm not really a Halloween girl, since in France, Halloween culture isn't developed at all. Though I'm kinda hoping to be invited to a Halloween party this year to wear a costume, hihi. *

Most of the people who know me know that the blood in my body has been replaced by caffeine, so I am reallllyyy excited to drink some pumpkin spice lattes, even though I'm a broke teenager living in Paris (this city is so expensive, omd).

'm also very happy because it's gonna start to rain a bit. But I only like to be inside when it's raining, whereas my best friend loves being outside (idk how) when it's raining. I have to constantly remind myself to make my fall playlist. I promise it's gonna come out soon TuT! I'll post it and you can always check my Spotify profile by clicking on my playlist. BUT IT'S ALSO THE COMEBACK OF GILMORE GIRLS! Omg, y'all don't know how much this series is my comfort show (before Rory turned evil, ofc).

Anyway, take care!"

May you always find magic in the quiet spaces. Until our souls meet again. 

Ellie

Peep

          haiii, 

It's been a long time, but I didn't really feel in the mood to post lately. I got a lot of personal issues that I'm still dealing with, but I'm back!

I decided to do a chill post today, so I think I'm going to start writing tiny articles for the people who count in my life :))

umh SO my cousin is like a brother. We grew up together and have always been very close. Since we are the same age, we are in the same school and the same class since the beginning of hs. I honestly thought that this was kinda going to be a tiny bitty problem for me since he's a top student and I'm a "wasted potential" student (I didn't work at all last year and almost got fired cuz our school is very strict). I was kinda afraid that people were going to compare us, but they didn't really, so I was just worried for nothing. I am so grateful to have him in my life, because even though he's often ragebaiting me, he's always there for me and really supportive when I'm low. SO YUP, it's great to have my twin in my class.

I recently had a personal problem with some friendships of mine (I could talk to ya abt it but idk, tell me) and I was feeling extremely lost and alone, but him and another friend of mine were here for me, so I'm incredibly grateful for that. This summer I wrote some letters to the people who really counted for me at that time, and he was and still is one of them. He's not really the emotional type (at least not in public), so it feels great to know he's always got my back. Sometimes you just need a Clement by ur side :))

So if he one day finds this article, THANKS FOR JUST BEING YA !

May you awlays find magic in the quiet spaces. Until our souls meet again.

Ellie 

˚.⋆꒰১ 20/08/26 ໒꒱⋆.˚

 hai !

Long time no see huh ? Uhm I think that this post isn't going to be very joyful, I didn't really knew if someone was really going to read this, so I just decided to throw myself in it. And please if you actually read this post, I'd appreciate to hear your thoughts.

Am I the only one who sometimes feels like, life is a never-ending tragedy? It feels like every single thing I've spent countless hours healing from and putting behind me is somehow always finding a way to crawl back to me to crush my soul into a million pieces once again. I'm in a matrix and I honestly don't know how to pull myself out of it. I've tried so hard to detach myself from my past and every tiny bit of memory from it, but it's always stabbing me in the end. It's like something is always following me everywhere I go. Maybe I'm supposed to wait a little longer for it to fade, but I've waited for countless years for it to heal and the wound is still wide open. Maybe I actually am a coward, and maybe I just want to continue to flee the past forever. It's the same feeling as drowning despite knowing how to swim; I just happen to have forgotten how to, which is weird because I have always managed to find a way to the surface. It feels like an inescapable ghost that is everywhere I go, yet forever out of reach.

May you awlays find magic in the quiet spaces. Until our souls meet again.

Ellie